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Video; UN: Bisector

Date: 2023-12-07 01:00 am (UTC)
hasmuchtolearn: (Don’t get it)
From: [personal profile] hasmuchtolearn
[Hello Ezra 2.0! Here’s Obi-Wan with a very random question.]

So… why Jabba?
Edited Date: 2023-12-07 01:00 am (UTC)

Date: 2023-12-07 02:06 am (UTC)
hasmuchtolearn: (Pathetic Lifeform)
From: [personal profile] hasmuchtolearn
[Obi-Wan can’t help a snort of a laugh.]

You would get captured and claim to be an intergalactic gangster?

You’re rather skinny for a Hutt.



That is pretty funny actually.

Date: 2023-12-07 02:48 am (UTC)
hasmuchtolearn: (Nice to meet you)
From: [personal profile] hasmuchtolearn
That’s quite the repertoire. Though I think Jabba is the best of the lot.

While you’re right in that those wouldn’t quite land here, I have faith that you can come up with something that would.

Date: 2023-12-07 03:26 am (UTC)
hasmuchtolearn: (Happy Face)
From: [personal profile] hasmuchtolearn
Older, certainly. Evil, no. I fail to see you being able to pull that off.

[Sorry Ezra you’re too nice and squishy to be evil! It’s the kind face.]

Ha. Try that one around Cobb Vanth and see how that goes.

Date: 2023-12-07 04:54 am (UTC)
hasmuchtolearn: (Looking over shoulder)
From: [personal profile] hasmuchtolearn
I don’t buy it, sorry.

[He knows Ezra has a history but… nope. Not evil.]

That or be deeply offended. Really it could probably go either way. He doesn’t like core worlders much.

Date: 2023-12-07 01:22 pm (UTC)
hasmuchtolearn: (Pathetic Lifeform)
From: [personal profile] hasmuchtolearn
Yes, you could get away with it far easier than I could. I struggle with remembering not to say the word master around him.

[He then chuckles a little.]

It’s not so much the acting skills as I know my roommate well enough. You two are different, I know, but at your core you’re the same.

Date: 2023-12-08 04:13 pm (UTC)
hasmuchtolearn: (Really?)
From: [personal profile] hasmuchtolearn
I… yes. Yes I am.

[He hadn’t expected that to be brought up but perhaps he shouldn’t be surprised.]

My roommate is to thank for that. He… helped me realize a few things. It doesn’t make it better exactly but I’m more at peace.

Date: 2023-12-13 11:29 pm (UTC)
hasmuchtolearn: (Really?)
From: [personal profile] hasmuchtolearn
Why do you say that?

Date: 2023-12-15 06:44 pm (UTC)
hasmuchtolearn: (Really?)
From: [personal profile] hasmuchtolearn
That’s something that’s hard for me to imagine. But I suppose one day it won’t be.

The Jedi have kept the peace for a thousand generations after all. There isn’t a single one of us alive at my point in time that’s ever truly known war. It’s… sad to think all of that will change.

Date: 2023-12-19 02:20 am (UTC)
hasmuchtolearn: (Really?)
From: [personal profile] hasmuchtolearn
No, I don’t.

But… I feel that what you just described says more about your situation than it does about you. You live in a very different galaxy from the one I’m in. And I think you’re doing the best you can with what you have.
Edited Date: 2023-12-19 02:20 am (UTC)
ezra_of_lothal: (rubbing back of neck by malagraphic)
From: [personal profile] ezra_of_lothal
How have you been?

I know the various holidays aren't ones you know, but are you coming to any of the get togethers planned?

I know you have *no* idea what I'm going on about, with that Hannukah post, but you're welcome too.

Date: 2023-12-11 03:20 am (UTC)
ezra_of_lothal: (Default)
From: [personal profile] ezra_of_lothal
Yeah, but my thing isn't like a fancy *party* party, it's some people over with food, and lighting some candles.

Might be some gambling with these top like things.

I am. Pretty busy. I usually stay busy. Sometimes I'm tired, but right now I'm good.

Date: 2023-12-13 02:57 pm (UTC)
ezra_of_lothal: (you think by malagraphic)
From: [personal profile] ezra_of_lothal
[He gets it. In fact, he even has more reasons to hate his birthday. But there's also reasons he embraced parts of this alternate life he has memories of, and good memories of celebrations, albeit small as they after were, is a big part of it.]

Maybe? I mean, I can't say it's not a valid question. Most of the time I think I'm busy because there's always things to do to try help people or get better at stuff.

I do try to do get plenty of meditation and journaling in. But is there a point where that's so routine you're just doing it because you're supposed to?

Come to think of it, I think it's been over two years since I've been what I'd call really away from people for more than a day or so.


[He's felt like Obi-Wan needed him, or Padmé, or one of the twins, or the Solos-

The list goes on.]

Date: 2023-12-13 07:15 pm (UTC)
ezra_of_lothal: (thinking by malagraphic)
From: [personal profile] ezra_of_lothal
You don't have to be that way. Maybe less high gear is more your speed now.

But I think trying some stuff for fun/edification and seeing if it sticks probably can't hurt? I mean, that'd be my advice for nearly anyone here who's feeling a little directionless.

Date: 2023-12-13 07:43 pm (UTC)
ezra_of_lothal: (Default)
From: [personal profile] ezra_of_lothal
I don't know if this helps, but I'd say it took me at least 6 months to get out of battle ready mode, and several of them I was completely weaponless. Thankfully Temba was almost completely peaceful. I learned a lot about agriculture, actually.

Trench wasn't as peaceful, but I still spent a lot of time thinking about Jedi vs soldier vs Ezra Bridger, citizen. And eventually I landed on - I can fight and will when I must, to defend myself and my neighbors, but I *don't* want to hold myself out as a fighter, as a main role. I could have picked what we called hunters as a profession. I probably would have, when I was younger. But that's not who I wanted to be, at least not right now.
Edited Date: 2023-12-13 07:44 pm (UTC)

Date: 2023-12-13 08:14 pm (UTC)
ezra_of_lothal: (Default)
From: [personal profile] ezra_of_lothal
Hahah, maybe Din - sorry Mando, I don't think he's told anyone his name here - would adopt you into his clan. He already has a Jedi kid, although Grogu's not here.

Cobb says the Empire is gone, so I think things have changed for a lot of people. On the other hand, the future Rey is from has this 'First Order' business, so maybe things haven't changed enough. I don't know.

I think deciding who want to be here is more useful than worrying about back home though.

Date: 2023-12-13 08:38 pm (UTC)
ezra_of_lothal: (looking over shoulder by malagraphic)
From: [personal profile] ezra_of_lothal
It so is, sometimes. Also grief. Oh I'm sad and miss people, again? Great, thanks for that, exactly the mood I wanted to come back around.

Missing other versions of the people you know, possibly the most annoying.

Date: 2023-12-24 10:40 pm (UTC)
ezra_of_lothal: (Default)
From: [personal profile] ezra_of_lothal
Even with the complications, some shared context can be really helpful.

Video;

Date: 2023-12-15 06:51 pm (UTC)
hasmuchtolearn: (Really?)
From: [personal profile] hasmuchtolearn
Hey uh, it’s me again.

I talked to my roommate and we decided to do a knighting ceremony for me. And… I would like it if you were there? If you want to be of course.

[He feels so awkward. Why is this so hard.]

Date: 2023-12-19 02:21 am (UTC)
hasmuchtolearn: (Default)
From: [personal profile] hasmuchtolearn
Maybe you could talk him into doing both at the same time.

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