I don't know if this helps, but I'd say it took me at least 6 months to get out of battle ready mode, and several of them I was completely weaponless. Thankfully Temba was almost completely peaceful. I learned a lot about agriculture, actually.
Trench wasn't as peaceful, but I still spent a lot of time thinking about Jedi vs soldier vs Ezra Bridger, citizen. And eventually I landed on - I can fight and will when I must, to defend myself and my neighbors, but I *don't* want to hold myself out as a fighter, as a main role. I could have picked what we called hunters as a profession. I probably would have, when I was younger. But that's not who I wanted to be, at least not right now.
no subject
Trench wasn't as peaceful, but I still spent a lot of time thinking about Jedi vs soldier vs Ezra Bridger, citizen. And eventually I landed on - I can fight and will when I must, to defend myself and my neighbors, but I *don't* want to hold myself out as a fighter, as a main role. I could have picked what we called hunters as a profession. I probably would have, when I was younger. But that's not who I wanted to be, at least not right now.